self-accusation的翻译，读音

例句

When I was a first-year middle school student there was a moment that I had a feeling of self-accusation and I studied very hard just not to yield to anybody . 当我还是一名高一学生的时候，有段时间我觉得我有自闭倾向，所以我努力的学习，不让步于任何人。